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Shady 0perations (10:31:42 PM): yo by the way lenard skynard is the shit, im listening to them right now i love them,mmmmm Shady 0perations (10:32:00 PM): SWEET HOME ALABAMA YES!!!! xfrgottenxsoulx (10:32:07 PM): sweeeett...i have that as my ringtone!!!! Shady 0perations (10:32:18 PM): what?!!! get out of here?!!! xfrgottenxsoulx (10:32:33 PM): im so serious!! haha Shady 0perations (10:32:47 PM): yo get the fuck out of here seriously!!!!! thats insane xfrgottenxsoulx (10:32:56 PM): haha Shady 0perations (10:33:14 PM): whenever i listen to that shit i feel like off roading or doing something that white people like to do xfrgottenxsoulx (10:33:27 PM): LOL off roading is the shit Shady 0perations (10:33:28 PM): i dunno have a bar b que ro something
Shady 0perations (10:40:07 PM): ok, yo.....white kids my age are complete bitches....i have seen so many kids in atlantic city give money to bums on the street casue their afraid of them when they ask them for 3 dollars, like today, this mexican bum asked me for 2 dollars and i said no, then said can he use my cell phone to make a call and i said no, then he got smart with me and i threatened to knock his teeth out....i dunno this might sound odd to you it just seems like most white kids my age are spoiled lil bitches
haha...you crack me up mikey!!
I just thought I would share that with everyone. I found it funny anyway..
ughhhh..FUCK THAT SHIT!!!! ok..i feel a little better now. kthnx.
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Yea, so today was pretty boring. I woke up and watched some tv. Then ate some food. Then took a nap. I had such a lazy day. I talked to Joe for a few minutes on msn. He was just keeping in touch. He called me later and he sounded pretty drunk. When he gets drunk he gets very flirty. So I'm just hoping he's behaving himself. But enough about that. I had a funny convo with Danielle tonight. I'll share it with you.
xfrgottenxsoulx: i need alcohol iflingpooonyou2: alcohol leaks from my nipples... xfrgottenxsoulx: om ghhahahahaha iflingpooonyou2: hahaha iflingpooonyou2: lol xfrgottenxsoulx: i need to be breastfed!!! MMAAAAMMAAA!! iflingpooonyou2x: hahaha iflingpooonyou2: oh, ill feed ya baby xfrgottenxsoulx: wooooo!!! iflingpooonyou2: do you want a sipple of my nipple xfrgottenxsoulx: oh yes i woudle iflingpooonyou2: haha xfrgottenxsoulx: haha i sent that convo to big joe..hes like hahahah you two crack me up iflingpooonyou2: haha iflingpooonyou2: nice xfrgottenxsoulx: lol iflingpooonyou2: have you ever watched me play halo? xfrgottenxsoulx: nope iflingpooonyou2: haha, your missin out iflingpooonyou2: just ask amanda iflingpooonyou2: its funny xfrgottenxsoulx: haha..i wanna watch nowwww iflingpooonyou2: lol iflingpooonyou2: i cant right now, i have to fee a party..... iflingpooonyou2: if ya know what i mean iflingpooonyou2: *wink* *wink* iflingpooonyou2: feed* xfrgottenxsoulx: lol iflingpooonyou2: NIPPLES FOR EVERYBODY iflingpooonyou2: im like a catr iflingpooonyou2: cat* xfrgottenxsoulx: LMAO!!!
haha..i found it to be pretty funny.
Alright, well I just took a tylenol pm to help me fall asleep so I'm gonna go lay down. good night.
iloveyou;)
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[24 Jun 2006|11:50pm] |
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Yea, so today was pretty damn boring. I woke up around 11. I watched some tv for awhile and then I got some food. I basically just chilled around the house the whole day. My gmom came over a little later and we all got pizza for dinner. I love pizza. After dinner we sat out in the living room watching movies. Joe called me a couple times. He went to New York for Randy's graduation party. I miss him. :( Oh well, he'll be back soon. So today wasn't very interesting. I think I'll stop typing now.
lata.
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[21 Jun 2006|11:13pm] |
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Yea..so its been a little while since I've written in here. A lot has been going on lately. Hmm..let's see..what did I do today? I woke up and got ready and went tanning. I'm addicted to tanning. It's bad. But whatever..I like being tan. So get over it. I got home and watched Sylvia Browne because she is awesome. I love her. I wish she was on Montel everyday. I've started to read her books and I am completely amazed. I learned about things that I had never known about before. I would share what I know, but you would just think I'm crazy and I don't have time to explain to people that just won't understand. So screw it. If you're dying to know just ask me and MAYBE I'll tell you..if I like you. =] ha! After watching Sylvia I did taebo abs. I've been working out everyday so I can look HOTT in a bikini!! LOL..nahh..I just wanna feel good about myself which takes a lot of work. I have self esteem issues that I'm trying my hardest to work through. I'm getting there..slowly but surely. Ok, well enough about that. After my workout I got changed and all that jazz and then just sat around the house like I usually do everyday. But whatever. A little later my sister called and asked me if I could pick her up from Jill's house. So I picked her up and then I had dinner with my mom and gmom. My sister and dad had to be somewhere so it was just us. We talked for awhile after dinner. It was nice. Then we went to the Echelon Mall and I got some shit from Aero. After we got done at the mall we had to pick my sister up from softball practice. After I got home I watched some tv with my mom and now here I am. What an eventful day I had. Tomorrow is my last day at Bombay. I am sooo happy. For those of you who don't know the mall got flooded so it forced us to close sooner than expected. But that's cool with me cuz this way I dont have to quit like I was going to do anyway. I've had enough of Bombay. Adios!! So now I wanna try and get a job at a daycare. So if anyone could help me out with that, that would be greatly appreciated. Ok, I think that's enough for now. I shall write again tomorrow. PEACE!
<3Joe *kisses*
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[05 Mar 2006|02:09pm] |
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Ok, so I haven't written in here in a little bit. I'm bored so I guess I'll write something. Let's see I guess I'll tell you what I did yesterday. I only got a hour and a half of sleep the night before and I had to get up at 6:30 cuz I had to go to my second CPR class at 8. I had my first one on Friday night from 6-9. So I get ready and all that fun stuff and then I drive to school. I get to class and I breathe into some more dummies for about 3 more hours. lol. It sucked. I was getting so sick of doing that. Around 11 we got a lunch break. I just stayed in the class room and studied from the study guide the instructor gave us. At 12 we took the test and I passed! So I am now certified in CPR and AED. WOOOT! GO ME!! After that I drove home. I bummed it for awhile and then Joe picked me up and we went back to his house to pick up Megan and Tom so we could go to South Street. Mike and Ashley followed behind us. We ended up taking the train. lol. That was interesting. South Street is pretty cool. I've never been there before. We went to some pizza place and ate there. Then we went to Condom Kingdom. Now that is one crazy place. haha. Around 10 we headed back to the train. After we got back we went to Nifty Fifties and we all got milkshakes. mmmmm. I love their milkshakes. They are muy bueno!! Then Joe dropped Megan and Tom off at home and then he took me home. It was a pretty fun night.
Today sucks so far. I woke up feeling like shit. My nose is stuffy and I keep coughing and I feel like I didn't even go to sleep. blahhh. I'm debating on whether I wanna go to the gym or not. I really should cuz I didn't go yesterday and I have work from 12-8 tomorrow. So I won't have time to go tomorrow. blah..i dunno. All I wanna do is go to sleep. Ok, well I really dont have much more to say so I'll wrap it up.
THE END.
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[22 Feb 2006|11:02pm] |
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The past week or so has been pretty sucky. Last Thursday I fell down about 8 steps at school. When I stood up I got very dizzy and lightheaded and almost fell over. After I regained myself a little bit I tried to open the door to go outside and I felt soo weak I couldnt open the door. It was really scary. So when I finally opened the door, I walked to my car and just sat there for a little bit. Then I drove home. I really shouldn't have, but eh what can ya do? That night my head hurt so freakin bad. So the next day I went to the doctors and he diagnosed me with a mild concussion. So then I was sent to go get a CT scan. It sucked. So yea I missed 2 days of work. Never get a concussion. It pretty much sucks hardcore. So yea, I've had a constant headache for 6 days now. GRRRR!!! I hope it goes away soon. :/
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Today was fun. I woke up around 1ish. Bummed it for awhile an then Joe called me and asked me if I wanted to go sledding and I was like YEAAA!! So about an hour later he picked me up and we went back to his house for a bit. Then me, Joe, Megan, Tom, and Sam first was headed to some hill in Runnemede, but we couldn't find that place so we went to Atco. We took turns getting pulled by Tom's bronco. Me and Joe went first. It was a lot of fun. It hurt my knees and shins a little bit, but it's all good. A little while later we left and stopped at Wawa and I got a hot chocolate and everyone else got some food. Then we all headed back to Joe's house. We all got changed and then everyone ate. After eating we watched From Hell. That was a pretty interesting movie. After the movie was over, Joe dropped me off at home. And now here I am being a loser watching Roseanne and being on the computer. Yea, so I'm gonna go get a shower then hit the sack. Maybe I'll write later. peace.
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Well, I went to the interview at Target and it went pretty well. I was supposed to have a second interview, but the HR wasn't there so she has to call me to schedule a time for me to come in. I really hope I get this job because I really can't stand working at Bombay anymore. I have to get out of the mall before I freakin shoot myself. grr.
Anyway, today pretty much sucked. I had work 11 to 5. I did end up getting out a half hour early though which was good. I hate working Sundays. They suck hardcore. And I have to work tomorrow which is gonna suck soo bad. It is soo freakin slow on Mondays. We don't get customers for 2 hours at a time. Fuck that shit. I need out. After work I went tanning cuz I am now addicted again. I can't help it. I know how bad it is for your skin, but I just can't stop going. Oh well. After that I went home and ate dinner. Then I laid down in my bed and fell asleep for a bit. Then I woke up and started watching Mrs. Doubtfire and still am. So yea that was my day. Sucky like usual. BLAH.
Since I didn't write anything yesterday, I'll do that now.
Yesterday I woke up around 1:30. I bummed around for awhile and then ate some french toast that my mommy made for me. Then I got ready and all that jazz. Then me and mom went to Foreyes to look for new glasses for me. I think I found something that I liked. But I wanna go back with Ricky and my sister to get their opinion cuz I don't wanna look really bad in the new glasses. lol. I think I look alright but I always need someone else's opinion when it comes to getting glasses. After that me and my mom came back home and we watched The Exorcism of Emily Rose. A little later I went over Joe's and then we went to the movies and saw Big Momma's House 2. I liked it. It was funny. After the movies we went back to Joe's house and his mom made him some food. A little later Megan, Sam, Tom, Joe, Joe's mom, and then eventually me danced to a whole bunch of stuff. lol. It took me awhile to start dancing cuz it really just isn't my thing. But then eventually I was like wtf..who cares and just let loose. lol. It was a lot of fun. :) Around 3ish I left and went home, got a shower, and went to bed.
Ok, well I think that's enough babbling for me.
laterr.
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I GOT AN INTERVIEW AT TARGET TOMORROW AT 10:30!!
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So today was alright. I woke up around 7 and got ready for school. I went to school. Algebra was boring. I forgot my yoga mat so I had to go back home to get that. Yoga was awesome as usual. We started doing the different positions now. It was pretty cool. After yoga I went home and ate some food. Then I went back to school to go to class. But my head hurt pretty bad so I just asked my teacher if I could take the quiz and then leave and she said that was fine. Yesterday I hit my head pretty hard and I got an instant headache and started seeing black spots. So I figured going to bed would help the headache. Nope it didn't. I woke up with it. I even took like a 3 hour nap today after school and I woke up with it. So I have no idea what's wrong with me. It's always something with me. blah. So after I woke up from my nap, I ate dinner. After dinner me, my mom, and my sister went to Target so she could get some new bras. After we were done there we came back home and then I watched Supernatural. It was pretty good. And now I'm sitting on the computer debating on whether I wanna do pilates or not. I probably will because I'm an exercise freak. whatever. Yea, that's about it for today.
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[27 Jan 2006|10:11pm] |
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Ok, so today wasn't that bad. I woke up around 12ish. I ate some food and then I went to the bank. It took forever. I hate going to the bank on Fridays but I needed money so nothing I could really do about that. After getting done at the bank, I went tanning. Yes, I am now addicted again. Oh well. After that I came home and got a shower. Then I got ready for work. I went to work at 4. It wasn't too bad tonight. I mean it was slow once again, but I had plenty of homework to do so it went by kinda fast. I had some visitors today. Joe came to visit me. I was happy I got to see him for a little bit. Then Jess and Eddie came to visit. And then a little later Tracy came to visit me. It was good seeing her again. I haven't seen her in awhile. She's awesome. Yea, so after work I came home and here I am. Being a loser like I usually am. I never have anything to do. Most of my friends are away at college. I go to school, go to work, and sometimes hang out with Joe. I really don't see him a lot. He's usually working or sleeping. So yea...I do the same shit all the time. It gets old. But whatever.
My chest is always hurting really bad. For those of you who don't know I've been having chest pains for a really long time. I think it's costochondritis which is the inflammation of the cartilage that connectss your ribs to the sternum. So yea its really painful. It gets so bad I can't even move. I'm so fuckin sick and tired of hurting all the time. I just want to be normal. I can't go through one day just being happy. I always have to feel unimportant, depressed, and in pain. Oh well. I deal with it.
I don't really feel like typing anymore so I'm gonna shut up. Feel free to leave some comments.
THE END.
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[24 Jan 2006|11:58pm] |
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Hmm..let's see...today was alright. I got up around 6:45 and left for school around 7:30. My first class is in a trailer and it wasn't open yet, so I had to wait outside for a good 15 minutes. But it's all good cuz I made a new friend!! She's so sweet. So security finally opens the door and I go to class. It was boring...gotta love algebra. After that class was over I went to yoga. I love that class. Today we learned how to breathe. It was so relaxing I almost fell asleep. It's a nice little break from the regular classes. After yoga I went home and ate lunch. Around 12 I went back to school for my english class. Eh, the class was okay. After english, I went to psychology. That class was boring like usual. I almost fell asleep once again. But what can ya do?
After school I had to go fill out this paper so they school can send my insurance company a letter proving that I'm a full time student. Danielle met me there and then we went to the bookstore to get a book I needed. Then we left and went back to my house. We stayed there for a bit and then me, Danielle, Ricky, and Noel went to the Deptford Mall. I used my PacSun gift card and I got an Independent hoodie and socks that match my shoes!! A little later me and Danielle got a massage from the Chinese people. It was awesome. I would def recommend going there and getting a massage.
After we were done at the mall we went back to my house and me, my mom, Danielle, and Noel go to Applebees for dinner. I got a cowboy burger of course. That's my favorite. After we were all done eating we went back to my house and watched American Idol. It was freakin hilarious. After that was over Danielle left. Then I got on my computer for a bit and did pilates and taebo abs. And here I am.
THE END.
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Today I woke up around 12. I got ready and then went tanning. I got home and I got something to eat and then my sister called and asked if I could come pick her up from school. So I picked her up and then came back home and got ready for work. Then I went to work. 4-10. yuck. Me and Penny got so bored that we played tic tac toe and hangman for a good half hour. We didn't have a customer come in the store for about 2 and 1/2 hours. It was insane. We didn't know what to do with ourselves. Yea, so 9:30 rolled around and we left. I got home and then I ate some food and got a shower. Yea, not a very exciting day AT ALL.
THE END.
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So, this is my first entry in my new journal. I figured I would make a new one and I would really write in it everyday. So let's see how this works out. lol. Usually I get lazy and don't write, but I will try to this time.
Hmm..lets see..what did I do today. Well, I woke up around 12. I got outta bed and got ready and ate some donuts that me daddy brought home. Then off to work I went around 1:25. When I got to work my manager Penny asked me if I wanted to go on a mission for her. I was like sure. You see, Penny had a party that the whole Bombay crew went to plus some other cool people. The party was freakin fun as hell. But anyway, she's like do you know of anywhere around here that develops pictures? I was like yea, Target does. So she's like clock in and then can you run to Target for me and drop off my camera for me, and then when the pics are done you can go back and get them. I was like yea sure. Anything to get outta work. lol. So I go to Target and fill out the thing. I get back to work and people were so freakin rude today. I have never experienced so much rudeness ever working. Working Sundays suck ass. HARDCORE. And of course I always get stuck working Sundays. Yuck. Yea, so an hour goes by and I go back to Target to pick of the pictures. I get back to work and me, Penny, and Jaren look at them. They are so freakin hilarious. lol. I'll have to ask Penny if I can borrow them so I can scan them. haha. good times. good times.
After work I get home and have dinner and get on my computer like always. I was watching Next and The Gauntlet 2 cuz I'm freakin addicted to those shows. But its all good. Later on Joe picked me up and we went to KFC cuz I was really hungry even tho I had already had dinner. I'm a piggy what can I say? After that we went back to his house and watched The Last Samurai. It was pretty good. Around 2:30 Joe dropped me off and now here I am. I'm debating on whether to do taebo abs or not. I really should. I didn't do them or pilates yesterday. I'm trying to get a six pack. And stay in shape of course. When it gets warmer out I wanna start running again. I also wanna start skateboarding again. I miss it.
My birthday was a couple weeks ago. January 12th. 19!! It was pretty fun. I slept in..it was wonderful. Then later that night Brittany, Joe, Danielle, Kim, and Ricky came over and we all went to Applebee's with my parents and Noel. It was a fun time. After that we all came back to my house and had cake and all that fun stuff. Then me and Ricky played DDR for a bit. That was a lot of fun. I love DDR!! It's awesome. I'm still on standard. I cannot do heavy for the life of me. oh well. My birthday was awesome. :)
I'm finally selling my car. This couple is buying it for $1800. A little less than I would like to sell it at and I got mad at my dad for selling it that low cuz now I owe my parents $1100. YIKES!! Yea, and I have a shit job so its gonna take me forever to pay them back. But that's okay. I got over it.
Yea, so I think that's about it for now.
later.
<3Holly
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